I'm so goddamn insecure

I’m so goddamn insecure

I can’t seem to believe that people like to go out with me even if its 7 days a week.

And because of that I do stupid stuff and hurt my best friend and mostly hurt myself.

I don’t want to lose him.
I wish I wasn’t so stupid.
Things are gonna change, for the better.
I promise.

I feel so fucking sad, I’ve been crying for two hours.